Day 1

I woke up craving mexican food.
I want one of those qdoba burritos with lettuce and cheese and the corn salsa.
I'm trying to think of that food as poison.
So instead I'm sitting here drinking salt water and hoping I make it through the day.
This better be worth $52 and no food.
I fucking LOVE food.

i try hard at everything i do. and everything i try at i never fail.

anticipation.
repuatation.

everything i've sacrificed with no expectations.

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I made another new layout. thats how lazy of a day it was today.

and i went all out with it too

I smiled and he walked away. Just like that he fled the scene. Through all my efforts, it still wasn't good enough- and suddenly I realized it's not good enough for me. I want a strong something with a plan of attack. I want a priority list and him at the top to be crossed out first. But he won't be ( Read more... )

Can I remind everyone how much I hate stuff?

I remind myself too much of my mother. Hold on, the cake is beeping.

I think it's important for me to understand why you would take the time into finding my password. The thoughts posted in my private entries are most definitely private for a reason. They're meant to be mine, and only mine. They're sometimes irrational, raw, and embarrasing. It just really sucks that you went against that. I don't know how you got ( Read more... )

Erin's right...she was always the expert. 11 shows and I can only compete with 5. But still we're bound by the same sorry mistake. Or so it seems that way now. All the scars healed by Me and the Moon and the nights with North on repeat. Singing Down in the park, it was real. It was most definitely real. Erin speaks of the end. We were never ones to ( Read more... )

I found life today. I breathed it in and I licked it off the window. I went to Taco Bell and had the most amazing burrito. It has got to be the best thing I've tasted in months, and all that organic food and all that weed and all the contenders of this pathetic year faded into the sound of his piano. I found happiness again, in the form of cheap ( Read more... )