^ thought that was funny...lol...had another good day...nothing to say anymore...

good weekend...enough said

^ for the most part anyways

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last night i ran into someone last night...she told me something...now i cant think about a certain person the same way...and everytime i do think about said person...i get this image in my head...and its one that def should not be there...its really disturbing...and i just want to cry from the thought of it :(...

ugh....2 things to say:

1. parents suck....w/e...i get stressed out on my own...thats normal...but whenever i talk to my mom...it gets worse...i always end up upset or more stressed out...its pathetic

and then

2. boys suck....i dont even kno how to elaborate without venting too much...so i just dont think im going to...

( NYSSMA )

yesterday i saw a butterfly...a monarch...it was all alone flying against a white picket fence...it was so peaceful...like something from a movie to set the mood...
and since yesterday....thats the kind of mood ive been in...a peaceful, relaxing mood....like i reached a new perspective on certain things...and it is nice...

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so i started off the day in an ehh mood...then i spoke (vented) to steph for a lil while...then i was in a really shitty mood...but by the end of 2nd period i was fine and in a happy/cheery mood that lasted the rest of the day...even now im still in a good mood :-D...

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NYSSMA is in 4 days...im flipping...i can barely get through my piece...and scales...dont even wanna go there...but everyone (mrs wilson the orchestra teacher, lisa my private teacher, and my parents) is making me go...and then my time got messed up...and they keep changing it...so i dont even kno when im going yet...and basically thats my story.. ( Read more... )

first thing that needs to be said is that i cant wait for the school year to end...and i think i speak for more people than just myself in saying that...but maybe when it does end and no1s in school anymore...people will be less "depressed"...i mean...they're not really depressed...just the blues...and stress and whatnot...

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so i walked home from school again today....i really enjot walking home...even tho i always want to get out if it...but i came home and slept...and i cant wait to go back to bed....

nothing special happened today at all....nothing post-worthy anyway....basically im just bored...you know what?...mayb i'll go take a shower...adios