i feel like no matter what i do, i will never be good enough. i am sorry that i can't be everything you want. i am sorry. for everything i've done. you don't know everything about me. trust me it isn't as glamorous as you may think. i just want more out of this life. i want a passion for people and be able to enjoy what i once did. i can never be ( Read more... )

i promised pictures of my new tattoo. so here you go. plus one more in case you missed them. let me know what you think

1.Put your playlist on shuffle ( Read more... )

12 pounds in 3 weeks. i am on my way!!

oh my god i have so many things to talk about. i guess i will just start. first of all, i wanna say that i have been on my diet for 2 weeks. i have lost about 8 lbs. i am on a strict yet balanced diet. i meet with a personal trainer once a week. and she kicks my ass every time. i am still sore from 2 days ago. oh and i go 3 times a week for my ( Read more... )

oh my god!! i am such a fatty fatty mc no friends!!

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christmas was fantastic. usually i get disappointed on christmas. and then i get depressed when it is over. but i got great gifts, gave great gifts. everyone was happy and the food was great. my family is so wonderful. i am so thankful for them. all in all. i love christmas. it is happy. it is home. i hope everyone has a great new year!

having the flu has made me fall in love with 2 things.
1. sprite zero- i hate sprite more than anything. but this has a really light taste. and 0 calories and 0 sugar. nice.
2. lemon-lime jello- hey it goes nicely with the sprite.

but i hate having the flu. i hope i can go back to work tomorrow.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

i really miss her.