too much has happend since my last journal entry. and so much has changed and my thoughts on certain things have changed and i feel like im losing control. Im going into depression mode again and its hurting, and im trying i really am but it just doesnt seem to be working, i dont know what to do with this problem i have, and i really wish i can be ( Read more... )

last night was amazing! it was our (me and phils) 5 month :) :) i made him a nice dinner and he got me roses and a card ( Read more... )

New years eve was FLIPIN AWSOME!

i dont feel happy

this year christmas was one of the best ones i have ever had ( Read more... )

so.... all i gotta say is WHAT A FUCKING JERK FACE ( Read more... )

so my last post which was like a week ago was depressing that day just sucked ass like omg i wanted to die. but i have resolved my problems and i figured out talking about it really helps and it gives the person an insite on how they are acting ( Read more... )

im tired of trying!

I give up.

:(

i hate not being with him ugh ( Read more... )

i feel like im being ignored ( Read more... )