"Don't Wanna Try ( Read more... )

ur gone, and im still broken.

"Case Of The Fake People ( Read more... )

Nothing ever lasts!!!!! and thats 2 bad. well, i no longer believe in very many positive things.. considering i've had so many negative experiences.. i just dont expect any good from anybody anymore. thats just the way it is. u cant blame me tho!!! i know what i learn... and i learned that nobody really cares 4 anyone... when it comes down to it, ( Read more... )

I was sitting here, thinking of the words I want to say ( Read more... )

last night roye had a party. i was on pills (IBU 800)..(A FEW) but i wanted 2 drink and have fun. so i drank and i got FUCKED UP... everyone was scared and everyone was mad and yelling blah blah blah long story short THE WHOLE WORLD'S MAD AT ME! besides inbal, and thank you! so nadav faught with me ALL NIGHT and i was sad all night and then we ( Read more... )

Notice me ( Read more... )

i feel so lost.. im out of place.. i really should'NT be here... i dont belong in this world. is everything fake? or is it me...? wats wrong with me? howcome im always like this? cant i just be happy.... or atleast pretend.. so that i dont keep scaring my friends away? and everytime im happy im considered annoying... again, wats wrong with me? lets ( Read more... )

had my therapy today... it went well i gess. she pointed out a lot of things about me that r very true.. hmm.. she'd god.

tomorrow's my therapy appointment... i HOPE it goes well... theres no one else to turn to.

i need this