omg.. i wish i could go back to saturday.. and experience that one moment.. just one more time... man i miss that. wats wrong with me!? i like the wrong things... inbal and haylei r prolly disgusted by what happened.. or atleast the person haha, sry guys, i cant help it lol

damn... im starting to realize y im always so down. i live with it.... my family just doesnt stop. my older brother goes on and on about how stupid i am and A LOT more that i wont say on lj.... and so when my family tells me negative shit.. then my friends do too, i believe it.

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eh, once again nobody's who they seem to be. im getting kinda used 2 it. i hate it how ppl make me feel so shitty.. but i hate even worse how i let it happen. it's not really their faults i guess... i just need 2 learn how to deal with it.. but i cant. so i've made up my mind. from now on, i am officially independant. i will speak to no one, think ( Read more... )

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Yesterday i chilled with indo nd her matti and it was a whole lot of fun. seriously, her bf is like the greatest ever lol. im very happy 4 them.. they deserve eachother. im kinda relieved too.. cuz i can trust him with her lol. awww my lil indo is half grown up.. the rest is height HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!

my sister got married yesterday. i dont know if im more happy or sad. i mean im REALLY happy they're married cuz they're perfect 4 eachother and they're happy 2gether but im also EXTREMELY sad that she moved out.. and it feels like shawn took my sister from me. i donno.. i just have a HUGE problem with thinking that people r getting taken from me. ( Read more... )

GOD SAW YOU GETTIN TIRED ( Read more... )

ok so basically, my parents r kicking me out of the house and i dont know where 2 go.... we have 6 ppl coming to sleep at our house, and we're already 6 people in the family, so we cant fir 12 people in a 5 bedroom house... we have a problem. im gonna end up on the streets :'(

"Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, and trusting that they won't..."