This weekend I will be performing and signing at the Torture Garden event. The delicious Wren will be there with me - hopefully clad in something scandalous - as well as so many other amazing acts.

And in case you've forgotten my specialty at these types of things - as I've been very busy directing/producing to attend for a while:


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It's been eight long months since I last made any post to this journal and I've done a lot in that time.

Late last year I publicly announced my infection with HIV and I won't go into that any more here but you can find the full statement on my website. (It was contracted after I left the industry though and that's really all you need to know about ( Read more... )

The service for Cinders was, I think, something she would have found really touching. It was a testament to how many people she's meant something to.

And now, in the spirit of Cinders, I carry on. I introduce you now to Wren, who has been signed on an exclusive contract with Digital Playground UK.


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This week I've been asked to speak at the funeral of one of my mentors, as well as being asked to be a mentor of sorts to a girl who has just entered the industry.

Circle of life, huh?

Cinders le Fae has been murdered. I can't believe this. Cinders... No, I have no words for what that woman meant to me and to dozens of other girls who worked within the porn industry. She was a mother to us, a guiding hand and a sheltering wing. She was an amazing woman. I hope whoever did this horrible thing is found and put away forever for ( Read more... )

Misha, how did your meeting with my agent go?

I was searching through my kitchen cupboards and found stores of foods I'd forgotten about that are still good. So I hope everyone really likes twiglets...

If you're wanting to drink tonight during the movie you'll have to BYO since I've got nothing in the house.

I'm even going to hoover the living room before you all get here.

Hey kids? Practise extra extra safe sex. Measuring your days by medications? Not awesome ( Read more... )

I'm a movie star. No, not those other movies, but ones that pretend they aren't all about sex but really are anyway. Yes, Masks & Martyrs, the modern classic, will be available to rent from all terrible video stores next week. Since they don't know how many places in London are actually going to stock it, they're sending my my own DVD to own ( Read more... )

I AM SO HORNY I THINK I'M GOING TO DIE!

Do you think it's possible? The scientists may say no, but I say it's completely possible. I am suffering without sex. I don't think I'd really noticed before how much of it I have.

Stupid damn aids.