This year, my life wasn't full of drastic changes. But it was the year, inside of myself, I grew the most. And I can't help but contribute it to the people I've begun to surround myself and kept around. Four years ago if you would've told me that your environment shapes who you are, I would've told you to fuck off.

But today, it's a different

A past: so full of secrets and shameful deeds. A life that was self-destructive. Where almost every turn I took led to parasuicide ( Read more... )

Above wanting DVDs, a cell phone, an iPod from Santa, I really just want Peace in my family. I want the everyday tension to disappear and the dirty looks to cease.

I went the Rob Thomas concert tonight. And found a passion.

If he said to me, I'll play forever, I'd abandon all my responsibilities and listen endlessly.

Brendan drew my a picture today of Spongebob in an army helmet. Above it, it says, "I'll save you Danielle".
Maybe it's just that simple.

Letting go and being hopeful are going to battle in my head as I sit here feeling my right leg go numb from being awkwardly crossed over the other. I am reminded by my arms that what I feel now isn't forever.

I met a man who was brilliant and wonderful. And he broke into my head and my thoughts and feelings spilled out everywhere. After awhile I started going a little crazy because I couldn’t put the thoughts back in the right order. After the insanity set in, the daydreams started to take over the reality. And then the most important feelings spilled ( Read more... )

I once met a man who was brilliant and wonderful. And he broke into my head and my thoughts and feelings spilled out everywhere. After awhile I started going a little crazy because I couldn't put the thoughts back in the right order. The daydreams started to take over the reality after the insanity set in. And he liked the fact that he made me ( Read more... )

I want to head south until I hit the ocean. Sit in the sand and teach myself to play guitar. I would live off sunshine and hospitality. Leave behind the bitterness of people and the chaos of the city.

I'm tired of waiting on the man
I'm tired of giving everything I have.
If I continue this way, I'll be damned.