seems to me that when a bad thing happens it just keeps going. one day after another it just seems like the previous day. no change in attitude no change in health no change in life. I try to get out and date and the market is fresh out of good fish. Seems to be if ya are too nice then ya aren't wanted. We nice guys get the ass ends of all the ( Read more... )

I just got my body analysis done and it said that I am the healthiest that I have been in probably the last 10 years at least. Even with that though I feel like crap. I promised to lose 50 lbs by January and even though it is not really something that I am expected to keep and no one cares, I feel as though I have to do it. No one believes that I ( Read more... )

I can't help it. I close my eyes and I see her. As much as I try to forget what happened my mind wonders back to it. It seems like every 3 minutes it is on my mind. The way it hurt but the way it also comforted me to know that one day I could have her back. I have never had this type of hope before. I have never thought this way before about anyone ( Read more... )

I wish that love was so simple as that love would just infect us and we could never lose it. Make love a virus so that through one kiss it never leaves. through one look of her beautiful blue eyes we are infected, connected forever. Make it so that it fills us from the inside out and grows everyday. Let that love virus fill us from head to our toes ( Read more... )

So I am getting ready to go back to college. I am really excited about heading back but it isn't for the reasons that ya would think. Sure I wanna get school done, sure I wanna get back to living away from home, sure I wanna laugh at all the stupid drunks that walk by my dorm. None of those are as important as I will have more time to talk to ( Read more... )

One week, only just one week ago I could feel her hug me, kiss me and just hold me. One week ago from right now we were laying on the floor together getting ready to sleep. Kissing eachother goodnight and closing our eyes as the last thing that we saw for that night was eachother. Nothing could beat that. Nothing could beat just seeing her smiling ( Read more... )

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One week left till I see Savanna. I am no longer going crazy that she isn't here but now I am going crazy trying to make everything perfect for when she is. I failed my driving test yesterday so I had to sign up for another appointment. lucky for me they had one opening on the 28th that I could use. thank god is all i can say. I am going to be as ( Read more... )

It has been a long day today. Every inch of me is sore. My arms and hands are so swollen that I could barely wear my watch today and my feet and ankles are swollen because of always being on my feet. To add to that I feel like I am getting sick of Burbanks. that may surprise some because that as been a place that I have loved since I was very ( Read more... )

So whats on my mind today?! If ya guessed Savanna coming in just 15 days you are right!!!!! Not really sure yet what all we are going to do. I know it depends a lot on if I can drive or not but I am taking my test next Wendsday. Look here for results. I am pretty sure I am going to pass but it will be rough ( Read more... )