long, long two weeks. and they aren't even over yet. First the sickness, then the hating college, then JJ springs something on me which just mostly brought up all this other crap, so i'm throw into depression again...and i'd been doing pretty good all summer! So yeah. here i am. hopefully it'll be gone by my birthday. i really don't want to ( Read more... )

today was kind of...blah. As much as i love buying clothes, shopping really depresses me, especially when i'm buying bras, dresses, or swimsuits. Today's selection? Bras. Yeah. I need new ones because mine are dying, so we go to Target and NOTHING fits. ugh. i hate my body. No that's not it. I don't hate my body. I hate clothes. They don ( Read more... )

oh the silliness ( Read more... )

finally it's august!! :) things are going pretty good, just getting ready for school, which I am VERY excited about. Mostly for choir, tapping, art history, and most of all, the people :) Working at Bozarth has turned me into a little more of a people person, which is not a bad thing at all ( Read more... )

"Tell me, is it possible to love someone who is not as smart as you are?" Caravaggio, in a belligerent morphine rush, wanted the mood of argument. "This is something that has concerned me most of my sexual life - which began late, i must announce to this select company. In the same way the sexual pleasure of conversation came to me only after I ( Read more... )

July has been slow, terrible, boring, and i'm so glad it's almost over. For some reason it feels like August is the light at end of the dark, gloomy tunnel of July. Silly Silly ( Read more... )

lol i should seriously be banned from updating my journal when i'm on my period :) but i'm good now. I'm finally in a better mood than i was (yay!). Although i am kind of sad that i don't get to talk to my bud Brian until next saturday, or maybe even sunday :( Somebody want to give me a ride to lake powell?? lol just kidding :)

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Ok, so i'm having a bad two weeks...or it's more of a contiuation of a bad year, considering it's all about the same stuff. I don't know why i've come down so hard this time tho. I mean, usually i'll have little bouts of sadness, not full blown near-depression. I just...i hate that guys are all i can think about. I hate that i cry when i listen ( Read more... )

so...i decided to try and cheer myself up and make a list of all the good things that happened today ( Read more... )