so every pat benatar song, touches me deeply, from "I am a warrior" to "total eclipse of the heart". actually the 80's was a very emotional deep decade, leg warmers and neon clothing giantic hair, that shit comes straight from the heart. alright thats not making anysense. the movie me and alli watched "girls just want to have fun' that 80's ( Read more... )

tick tick tick not only goes the clock but also in my hair, and on my dog. thanks to the god awful parasite population plagueing the new jersey area. its alright we took care of it, mom by my my instructions smothered them with a healthy slab of vasoline, until they nearly suffocated out of our flesh. blech... so whats it been a year since i ( Read more... )

september bunica had heart failure and i took time off of work to help my family take care of her. then i made the desision to leave work for good from then on. this whole month i spent sleeping on my fathers coutch in a small house, eating foods with no preservatives or chemecals recommended by a book entitled "fit for life" to cleanse my system ( Read more... )

life just throws ya curve balls all over the place. let's see, my last entry i was working and was in vegas. after vegas, went to reno and had a week off where allison came, we had a good time, but i went a little bonkers, here and there. every day sometimes i feel like a different person. maybe certian personality traits come out as others are ( Read more... )

having an illness sucks balls. i am just getting over a bad stomach thing. all night long, constant pain, tossing and turning, then paranoia of life threatening diseases. we left colorado. it was a beautiful beautiful beautiful drive down i-70, the land formations were awesome. canyons, mountains, rivers all nice nature things. seeing these ( Read more... )

tonight i update this lj drunk as a mother fuker. me apulien my gay ass dykey team mate and sgt campbell go out to some of the local helps house and we drink a lot by playing college type drinking games. i tell you whate we played this pone game called fuck the dealer and i was the dealer, and 21 times they all fucked me over buy guessing the ( Read more... )

today is a very special day. the earth was blessed with a wonderful canadian ( Read more... )

the team passed thru birmingham, i finnally got to meet jd, i let her kiss me. my feelings were all over the place. broke it of with her months ago because not knowing what her touch was like helped me decide i rather go out and experiance the physicalness of girls across america then have a long distance relationship. but i finnaly ran into ( Read more... )

its been a few days since me and allisons orlando vacation concluded. so lovely. sorry to feel it end. time goes on. the day before yesturday my team stopped by a little little town called mexico beach. cory and i had a bond time. he's the best man womanizing friend i have, dramatic fellow, but you pick up on his way to exagurate life into ( Read more... )

it was so nice to have her lay beside me every nite. seven glorious nites. enjoying each others company mentally, physically, emotionally. getting to know her better mentally, physically emotionally, letting her to get to know me better. either i'm discovering what courtship really is or i've forgotten what it was like. midieval times was not ( Read more... )