this is by FAR the WORST cold i have ever had!

i mean, at school i would open my mouth to say something and a faint coarse whisper would come out- followed by a killer cough so graciously given to us smokers... and i was having to blow my nose honestly every 2 minutes.

and so when i got home i took suphedrine, tylenol cold, put vicks vapo rub all ( Read more... )

i miss him so much

it just sucks when he is gone practically all day and i dont talk to him, especially when i cant do anything that day and im bored off my fuckin ass.

oh well, i know i shouldnt be mad but i just get impatient when he says he'll be gone just for a little while around 1 and finally calls me at 6 sayin hes at a movie and then lets ( Read more... )

im sittin here listenin to me and brandon's song, and im glad its over. his friendship i will miss but its for the best i think. i cant imagine how aaron had to have been feeling when i would talk to brandon and the couple times we hung out without aaron there. brandon was just a risk to me and aaron, and so i had to end it, because aaron means ( Read more... )

my hair is no longer purple :-(    now its red, i mean really RED. lol my baby has a thing for redheads so i decided to be nice and dye it for him :-)

things are getting better, well school n shit is gettin worse but me and him are better so im glad for that. he makes everything else seem so much better no matter how bad it is. like in a boring ( Read more... )

do this thing... i want to see how much you all know me. lol

1. My name:
2. Where did we meet?
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?
5. When is the last time we saw each other?
6. Do I smoke?
7. Do I believe in God/Higher Power?
8. When you first saw me what was your impression?
9. Month of my Birthday?
10. Color hair?
11 ( Read more... )

ugh i cant handle stress for shit
everything is always so fucking confusing and hard, and just when i think its getting better, it always crashes down and becomes worse.
and aaron hasnt been home all day, he is hanging out with brian, even when i said i could have hung out for a little while, he still couldnt have had brian stop over at my house or ( Read more... )

i have major mood swings, not just when im on my rag either ( Read more... )

well tonight was a good one... lol
ian knows what im talking about.
lol, and if any of you wanna know feel free to ask, but i dont think im gunna type everything down.
but i will give a clue... i got to go to aaron's house for like 5 ( Read more... )

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im bored and i stole this from morgie..

YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (NAME OF FIRST PET + STREET YOU GREW UP ON): Scooter South O YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (NAME OF YOUR FAVOURITE SNACK FOOD + GRANDFATHERS FIRST NAME): Brownies George ( Read more... )