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"Autopsy ( Read more... )

When you shut your eyes and fell asleep
Dark clouds descended on the souls of the ones
Who held you close to their hearts
Close to their hearts

My heart broke
Open

The beauty of an embrace, a place
To lay down the pain
Where blood and fire bring rest and peace

I sit away in a secret place the shadow of wings
I think of you
And my heart breaks

well, i got up today at 12:00 and went to subway for breakfast/lunch and i had 8 coupons so i got a free 6 inch sub but i had to buy a drink. just as i was finishing, jeremy flake came in. he's helping out at the croatan band camp where my brother is. so i said bye and went to pick up my check for cleaning this office and went to the bank and ( Read more... )

well, my brother just finished telling me about the marimba, which is different from the xylaphone. anyways, he is in band camp (giggle giggle) now at croatan ( Read more... )

well...i thought i might update on what's going on in my life. first things first. my freaking big toe on my right foot is still hurting. i dropped a piece of plywood on it thursday and a part of the toenail turned blue. needless to say, it still hurts although i think i get to keep the nail. so it's been hurting and today i took my sister to a ( Read more... )

it was great to go to Taylorsville on a missions trip because it got me away from reality for 5 days. that was excellent. i did okay without cigarettes but when my brother was bugging me i almost died. i wanted a smoke so bad. plus i was really emotional on friday when we were coming home. i went with my brother david to see war of the worlds ( ( Read more... )

i hate how life likes to throw a bunch of crap at you all at one time. it's ridiculous. first i have all this crap with alex and then my mom is freaking out over the possibility of me moving in with pam and andy. oh, and i've got the missions trip to go on...with no cigarettes! dangit. 5 or 6 days of cold turkey. oh well, i can do it, i will do it ( Read more... )

i wish a had a million bucks. the only downside of that is i would wish i had another million after i spent the first million and so on and so forth. i've been pretty busy these past few weeks. i've been going to the aquaculture lab a lot and i've been hanging with people too. i've been playing some pool lately and i've been getting better at that ( Read more... )

i don't have time to go into detail about everything that happened. i will just say that i went commercial fishing with this old dude who cusses like a drunk sailor and gets really pissed off really easy. and i was seasick. and it kept screwing up. it was one of the most miserable times of my life. i hated it. probably cause i was so sick. other ( Read more... )