01) My uncle once: cut the tip of his finger off with a saw ( Read more... )

i haven't really told much about what's going on in my life since that whole fiasco with ashley about a month ago. that's over now and so are we. i wish it could've been sooner. i got used again. this time it just seemed real between us, like she actually cared. she didn't and it hurts, but i'll get over it. that's the way life is supposed to be ( Read more... )

i know it's been a long time since i updated...but it's not like a whole lot of people care what's going on in my life anyway ( Read more... )

i can't figure out why God would be so cruel as to invent something like headaches or hiccups. oh well, right now i've only got one of those miserable illnesses. anyhows...today (sunday) i woke up at 11:30 and sat around for a while. i vacuumed the house and checked the fluids in my car and i paid for this freaking sweet vintage shirt on ebay. then ( Read more... )

i don't know how this will all end. i'm sorry for bitching at everybody and i want TJ to know that all of this crap won't end our friendship. i'm sorry to ever make you think it might. this drama is almost to weird to be real and i can't wait to move past it. it is an ugly stain on our senior year and i didn't mean to make it worse. i really don't ( Read more... )

i want to clear things up. Ashley did not make me cry the other night after formal. she thought she did, but i was just rubbing my eyes cause i was tired ( Read more... )

if i had a jar to keep my tears in, it would have to be a very large jar. it would have to hold the tears that i cry on the inside and out. it would have to be able to remind me why i cry and who i cry about although i could never forget who it is that makes me hate myself. i feel so powerless right now. i wish i could cry until i had no more tears ( Read more... )

hi everybody! (hi dr. nick) to everyone that watches the simpsons and understood that joke, mad props to you. to everyone that doesn't, you should. the simpsons is a wonderful social satire that has many important points to prove. on top of that, it's funny. anyways, it feels like it's so freaking late right now. i'm very tired and i have to go to ( Read more... )

THE BASICS ( Read more... )

i haven't been updating in like a million years cause my stupid computer has a web filter on it and it keeps from from getting on livejournal. it's frikkin ridiculous. oh well, today our psychology class took a tour of the community college where i have a class. it was kind of cool to see all this stuff but it was kind of boring at the same time ( Read more... )