i went to my therapy appointment last night expecting it to be BAD. i ditched group the night before...and didnt have any food logs to give to her. both things that i was pretty much under contract for, and yeah. i didnt expect things to be pretty. gina has never seen my stubborn two year old side ( Read more... )

didnt go to group last night.
called to say i wasnt coming in.
i still have an individual therp session at 3.

yay. this should be fun. gina is definitely not used to my defiant side. neither am i though, to be honest. yikes.

elaborate more soon, but its 9am and i need to go back to bed!

i have group tonight. and food logs to turn into gina ( Read more... )

If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.

It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.

im miserable ( Read more... )

because i need to blurt it out, even though i cant expound right this second ( Read more... )

new diary start....same me ( Read more... )

its amazing how in a few short weeks (if that) your outlook on your entire past can change. not even just your past...but how you are living your life presently even. its amazing how a certain person, or group of people can help you come to a new realization; one of those moments where all you can say is "oh!" and know that from that point on, ( Read more... )

430 am and i'm awake. tried getting to bed over two hours ago, didnt really happen. guess the doctors are serious when they say not to miss a day on the klonopin ( Read more... )

chinese food tonight. hurrah. mom and dad felt the need to go out to dinner i guess. brother was working. and this sister was NOT hungry. :( i went to burger king for lunch, and crazy me who doesnt know how to handle anything, so i flipped out because i wasnt sure i could handle two meals out in one day. hell, most days im lucky if i do one meal a ( Read more... )