So I SHOULD have been smart enough to end everything when i had the first hint of how easily he could lie to me and just lead separate lives, but i wanted to believe in us so badly. I HATE being lied to, and disrespected so badly. He put my entire future at risk with no regard for anyone but himself. And I'm not really surprised...at all.

hahaha so, deleting this entry because it shows how dumb i really was. 

i suck at remembering to keep this thing up. anyway, for court and eugene at least, a small update on life. med school is hard but handle-able, kai and i are doing great, although i'm pretty sure i hate all other men, and i'm super super super excited about his birthday and christmas presents. I love when you think of the absolute perfect thing ( Read more... )

It's going to be a crazy, exciting week. just ordered my new computer today (still keeping my macbook, but getting a desktop too). tomorrow i have to finish unpacking, call to find out how much it's going to cost to renew my CPR instructor certification, call PECO to find out why the electric for my old apartment is STILL in my name, go to commerce ( Read more... )

Things are absolutely wonderful right now. I moved into my apartment, on the upper east side of manhattan, and i love it. I feel so much safer than i did in philly, with a doorman and a security guard in a nice neighborhood...and i'm so much happier than i was in philly, because i'm in my favorite city, near sam and monica and dahab and kai and my ( Read more... )

I'M GOING TO SINAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was the first person taken off of Mount Sinai's waitlist this year. I will be living in Manhattan near all my best friends like my dream!! I have never been so excited in my life. I mean i guess when i got into Princeton, but i'm not even sure. I move in in exactly two months.

P.S. I'm sorry

I just remembered that  I can actually update this thing, not just read my friends' posts. So, here goes ( Read more... )

So last night, i'm laying down in my bed sound asleep and all of a sudden, there are two flashlights in my face and men's voices. I jumped out of my skin. like no joke, that is not just an expression, i felt like a cartoon the way my eyes bugged out of my head. they were cops, asking me all these questions, and i had no idea what was going on. ( Read more... )

I AM HEALTHY!!!!! Just thought anyone reading this may appreciate knowing that. All of the extra biopsies they took during the procedure came back normal to pre-cancerous, none were cancerous! I am a very lucky girl.

Sometimes i let myself get really down and i don't realize how lucky i really am. I have great friends. My family is happy and ( Read more... )

Okay, so i'm not going to lie, this year started off crapy. Really really terribly. And I'm not going to let it stay that way. It is January 21st, and I have plenty of time for things to get better.  So the reasons that I will love my life this year are as follows:

-I had an amazing birthday with people who i missed very much in NYC after a great ( Read more... )