No reason, just to take inventory of my life
1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
Had major surgery, actually got over Kai

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Kept some, not all. Made semester resolutions mainly, not full year ones. The only full year one i made was to try to be more ( Read more... )

"hey self, it's 2am and you've been working forever, it's time to procrastinate" (even though i've done much more procrastination than work in the past 12 hours). Well, I have officially made it through what i have deemed to be the hardest part of my life. I declare it over, even though the boards and six months of intense academic insanity is ( Read more... )

i didn't get something i needed today. i don't know what that was, only that i didn't get it. I just really need a friend right now. The worst part is, i have one right here in this room with me and can't even ask for the help. i can only write that i need it on a webpage no one will ever read. i'm feeling really close to the edge right now.

Just remembered I had this, even though no one reads it anymore, not even me. Thought to myself "hey self, it's 2am, you've been in the library since 1pm, it's about time to continue procrastinating, in any way you can", so here i am ( Read more... )

Medical school is exhausting. But fulfilling. Most of the time, at least. Although, if you're not careful, it can make you afraid of sex, hot tubs, air conditioning, food, poop, day care centers, nature, the northeastern US, the southeastern US, hospitals, IVs, necretizing faciitis, being a baby, being an old person, losing your spleen, hot tubs ( Read more... )

that might have been the best birthday celebration i've ever had. i was really, genuinely happy last night, in a way i can't even describe. i don't know if it's possible to feel that way long term, but i now have something to aspire to.

This birthday was so much fun, and yet, depressing. This is first birthday i've spend without sam in..... in at least ten years. not sure exactly how long, but at least that. it's wierd. and i'm on this trip to florida, which i planned with kai after i realized i wasn't going with sam. i'm not with either of them, obviously. and i didn't see it ( Read more... )

[1.] What did you do in 2008 that you have never done before ( Read more... )

Christmas in florida is wonderful. All of the presents, none of the freezing. If i didn't miss one certain person so much, this would be perfect.

:-) i feel so much better about everything. finals and life and everything.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO COURTNEY

i kind of can't