Just a song running through my head, with the whole thing between me and lindsay finally done i look back and realize even though i gave her the best of me it wasnt enough.... funny how things work then you finally think you have a hold on it. oh well ( Read more... )

I dont know who all still reads this and if there are people who read this then cool if not then well aleast i got this outa my system ( Read more... )

Well here i am again, still alive, well life's been pretty good, it's a wonder what time and one person can do to change me. Me and Lindsay have been together 7 months today.... 7 whole months, no cheating on her, nothing held back, and after all this time i know i've changed, it wasnt a smooth ride but ya know its all good sometimes all it takes ( Read more... )

i dont know if anyone reads this honestly i dont give a fuck but anyhow i have a new poem that i wrote last night while at work. so here it is ( Read more... )

Well its been almost three months since i last wrote and how things change when you really try at it, i havent hurt Lindsay at all (at least that i know of) i still think about Jackie every so often but now i dont feel depressed i look back at the good times we had and i smile knowing when we were happy everything was ok and nothing could hurt me, ( Read more... )

well its been awhile since i last posted on here, not really much to say i mean i could go on about how my love life is going and how everyday is better then the next so on and so forth, i could go on about how life in general is but honestly do you people really find enjoyment in that??? i didnt think so. But ya know what FUCK YOU i'm going to do ( Read more... )

today started off really good i was Lindsay's place till 3am this morning (yes Saturday morning) i love hanging at her place her family is cool and her daughter is a riot. but that so far has been the highlight because i get home and the living room is trashed. Now i understand a certain someone has been here since thursday night but damn it i'm ( Read more... )

3 weeks, 3 whole weeks and its been truely mind blowing how amazing one person can revamp his whole outlook on love, live, and happiness. and find who he really is, i've messed up alot of things in the past and i do mean alot, I've hurt alot of people but i've also hurt myself by not opening myself up to people and show them who i am and not what ( Read more... )

I still cant get over my girl and how but love and trust she has in me. Even though she knows everything that i've done in the past all the lying and cheating, she still trusts me fully. Its mind boggling honestly if it would have been anyone else and they knew what i've done in the past i'd have a leash on me so tight i would be able to take a ( Read more... )

Hey all if ya dont have myspace here is what has been going on with me ( Read more... )