do you ever feel like the person you thought you were isn't there anymore? do you ever feel like the person you love doesnt love you for you and are trying to change you into what you are not? i mean it could be the subtle things that he suggests...like why dont you dye your hair red or how about blonde? or why dont you curl your hair or wear ( Read more... )

family members suck. i just found out my aunt went through all my shit and she found a keychain pipe.....whatever...i cant wait til i'm out of here.

all i have to say is fuck the world. i hate you all. you make me sick. it seems as though people get off on making me feel like shit. you all will get yours. i promise you will be tortured endlessly like i have been. then i will be happy. fuck life!

today was a shitty ass day. there was a couple of good things though. i woke up fuckin late ass hell. i hung with my boyfriend and froze my ass off b/c like a dumbass i didnt realize how cold it was gonna be today. then i had to go in for school. today was my 11 month anniversary. my boy and i shared a mocha chip milk shake that was fuckin orgasmic ( Read more... )

today i had finals. it sucked ass. i did so shitty on my trig final. i cleaned out my locker and took all my shit home. it makes me happy that this year is almost over. it was the longest most shitty year, well no year can be as worse as last year was. but this one is getting close. well. i came home and thought i'd find comfort online, but no one ( Read more... )

today sucks. i just wish friday would come. friday is the efe show at the bottom lounge. i will be so happy that day b/c i will see my friends laura and dawn they are both soooooo pretty. i just wished laura lived closer,..but well we all cant get what we want..right?

i went and saw my boyfriend today and got my pics out. i didnt realize my ass was so fuckin big until i looked at the pics.lol. luckily right now my pretty laura and dawn were online. i love these girls to death. they are both so beautiful. they make me very happy. i've been friends with dawn since i was 14. she's been there through the good and ( Read more... )