You're no longer welcome here.  Take your Lauis Complex elsewhere.

There's a stake in your fat black heart
And the villagers never liked you.
They are dancing and stamping on you.
They always knew it was you.
Daddy, daddy, you bastard, I'm through.

Met a guy in a bar last night.  We chatted for quite a long time.  Later in the evening, we ended up texting.  He informed me that he had a girlfriend, but something "on the side" might work.  Seriously, do I always have to be THAT girl?

Ships that pass in the night, and speak each other in passing, only a signal shown, and a distant voice in the darkness; So on the ocean of life, we pass and speak one another, only a look and a voice, then darkness again and a silence.

Exhausted.

Sometimes, you learn things about people that...  apparently they didn't want you to know.  Too personal, too crushing, too much.  I just stumbled upon a trove of that information.  I'm sort of at a loss for words.  It's heartbreaking.

Sometimes it's so much easier to love you.  I guess that's true of everyone.

Being ignored hurts so very, very

Evolving or unraveling?

I've spent the past hour or so exchanging graphic nudes with a friend.  Seriously, I never do this.  Not to say that for some reason, just about every guy I know hasn't decided to send me a picture of his dick at some point or another.  Usually I just kind of laugh and ignore it, though.  I don't even really talk dirty, ( Read more... )

Sometimes, the absolute best part of my day is a moment when I could be particularly kind to someone ( Read more... )

Hypothetically, I'm supposed to have spent the majority of the day doing schoolwork.  In reality, I've spent a great deal of time watching porn.  I'm pretty okay with that ( Read more... )

Fuck, I hope you understand what a outstanding privilege this is, to have access to my innermost - well, everything.  It's reached a point that I'm starting to express things that I kind of, sort of, mostly want to actually keep to myself... And yet this is my only space to release such thoughts, and since I've given you permission, I'm not ( Read more... )

Much better day for me.  Sleep is never to be underestimated.  And if any fraction of me was still dwelling, other people's tragedies put everything into even clearer perspective ( Read more... )

"Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody's around - nobody big, I mean - except me. And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff - I mean if they're running and they don ( Read more... )