omg. so i go to the fucking doctor and he doesn't kno what hes talking about. the women's health clinic said they were sending me to a specialist. well mr. specialist had a problem confusing HCV and HBV. actually im gonna go out on a limb and say that the womens health clinic lied and just sent me to some regular lame doctor who apparently is ( Read more... )

well, its finally happened. i hate my fucking boyfriend and now i have to leave him. im going to spare you the details, not for yr sake, but because i really just don't want to talk about it. its so strange how love can turn into hate in a matter of minutes and how fast a person can go from one end of the emotional spectrum to the other. I was ( Read more... )

apparently i really don't have any probation requirements besides to stay out of trouble and off of drugs. he didn't even say anything to me about a job. i guess thats kinda a good thing, but i'd almost rather have someone on my ass about it. i really need to get one and i have a hard time doing shit like that on my own. i put stuff off ( Read more... )

my ultrasound was yesterday. it was fucking creepy as hell. it was moving around so much, like it was fucking swimming and flipping around....i look over at mat and my mom and they're just thrilled, meanwhile im wide eyed and scared as shit. it just hit me that there was this living thing growing inside of me. i kept thinking of those movies ( Read more... )

today i was politely informed that hepatitis b antibodies were found in my blood. normally this would be no big deal seeing as I'm a healthy adult and i'm pretty sure the antibodies mean i'm successfully fighting it off and will be absolutely fine...........BUT i have a fetus inside me who (if capable of cognitive thought) would think differently ( Read more... )

I had my appointment yesterday. They said everything was fine and looked like it was supposed to. This they knew from jamming their fingers up my cunt as far as they possibly could. And when I say "they" I mean two of them, not to mention the nurse and my mom who were also in the room. I hate doctor visits that have to do with my woman hole ( Read more... )

I go find out if my offspring is dead tomorrow. I wish it wasn't so early in the morning and I had a ride so mat could come with me. I don't want to go by myself. Oh well, lucky for him I guess. Hmm...maybe my mom will take me ( Read more... )

So i have come to the conclusion (since i am overqualified to make self-diagnoses) that I'm going to have a miscarriage. I looked a bunch of shit up and I'm pretty convinced that its going to die and rush out of my cunt in crimson waves. ha. no, really tho. you guys can all calm down because i'm pretty sure its not gonna survive my rigorous ( Read more... )

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