I have got a new livejournal my username is tonight_wontend it's going to be friends only BUT defintely add me and if you were on this list then i will defintely add you and such. this journal is actually going to be me being me and such...because not everyone can read it.
It seems that everytime I post it seems to be when I am upset. I have a lot of friends, but I don't have anyone I feel I trust enough to tell them serious things I need to get off my chest. I could go out with friends but lately everything has been building up and I feel a fallout coming soon. I suppose it is my fault for holding everything in, but
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i have the strangest nerves. i get scared at things for no reason. sometimes i just wish i could make everyone happy. well, actually always. i end up feeling guilty when a friend gets hurt over something. as though i could have helped etc. i need to do some soul searching. i feel i need to find myself again. i am begining to fade away again.
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i dont even know why i have this thing. it's not like i am going to vent my real feelings. if people are going to see it then it's not a journal. yeah that's right. because if people were to vent what they really felt there would be so much more fights than there already are. gosh.
Maybe I am bitching but I am just really fed up with everyone and when I say everyone I mean everyone. If you have a problem with reading what is upsetting me then please do not read anymore. KTHX (yeah that was for you "duck"). Each - is a new person for all those who can't think very well
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so it seems we made some sort of amends tonight. if all that i got out of tonight was some new friends, some new old friends, and a good time. well, then i can say i am quite happy with what i got.