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[burn_the_walls]

high school is absolutely ludicris

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[the_unmade_bed]

I understand you.

I don't suggest you ever take shrooms... they would make you shoot yourself with how much you think on them.

My thoughts drive me insane.

I am a personality-less zombie at school. I don't even care... there's no point to it, so why would there be a point to talking to people? Exactly. That's why I don't... unless I love you, then I'll talk to you.

[burn_the_walls]

my thoughts drive me insane drug-free.
i don't think i could handle shrooms.

hm. do you love me enough to talk too me?
too bad that's irrelivant, since you don't go to my school any longer.

[the_unmade_bed]

yes, I love you enough to talk to you.

[toy_boat_632]

i'm sorry you're lonely.
even though i said hi to you first today... because i love you.

ooh and since i'm a junior i can see you NEXT YEAR ... :\

[the_unmade_bed]

what? you're a junior???!??!?!

[dazey_duke]

uhhh.. she was kidding. i guess its an inside joke for the band kids. hahaha

[the_unmade_bed]

oh I thought she meant she didn't have enough credits to graduate or something...

I guess that's what I get for never going to marching practice

[thelonebassist]

You have yourself to be optomistic about? You could be optimistic about the fact that the world is HUGE place, essentially facillitating the ability to do anything.

[rocksteady182]

i feel the exact same :(
i don't know who i am going to become in the next couple years and that scares the hell out of me.
i mean, i have less than a year to figure out what i want to do with my life. i have to decide what i want to go into in university or what occupation i want to go into.
there are so many things out there that i don't know what is available to me anymore.
i don't want to be covered by an adult. i am having so much more fun this way. all i have to worry about is doing well in school. i don't have to worry about not having somewhere to go home to. i don't have to worry about not having food to eat.
when i get older.. i have to start worrying about getting a job and money and.. gosh. just about everything.

i don't understand people either. they make me sad all the time.

[dazey_duke]

i totally understand how you feel. sometimes i wonder what is the point in even living? people are so hypocritical and there are so many things that don't make sense. the unfamiliar looks like the enemy but its not. it just takes time. i can be cynical and pessimistic alot, but i know now that the only way to live, if you want to live, is to look forward to something. whether its for love or a career, or anything, someone somewhere put us on this fucking earth and for some damn reason we are still here, so obviously we want something more in our life. its what most of us are working for. and highschool is just a little step in the big world. i love you and to me you are something special. don't ever let that go. you are who you are.