i'm sorry to say this, but i'm so tired of being so emo. i'm going to end writing in this livejournal and i was going to get a MYSPACE, but hell, i don't want to be giving in and doing just as everyone else. what am i? a follower? umm, i think not. so i'm ending all of this :( , but don't worry, maybe i'll write up every now and then, just like ( Read more... )

i got megan's gift in the mail today.
it was GLORIOUS!
thank you so much!
i love you alotto.
and now i must write another damn paper.
p.s. your gift is glorious so far megan!
you'll like it...i think..

Okay. seriously.
what was i thinking?!
it's a new month.
a new start!.. in a way.
a new grading period.
i'm a good person.
and a damn good girlfriend.
...i think...
i have self esteem.
and i'm not a loser.
so bring it.
when will is stop raining?!

is it bad if your love for someone is so great and strong that it begins to hurt inside ( Read more... )

i hate mondays. at least ryan wore his cool mr. roger's sweater. hahaha. it makes my day so much better. im getting stressed out already because we are getting ready to do this research paper in Mrs. Byrne's English class. im still trying to figure out why on earth i signed up for this. its hell. this must be satan's doing. we have band ( Read more... )

Everything is well here, because you are mire also with here. I am so glad, because you my treasure and so beautifully and completely marvelously ( Read more... )

ryan rocks my world. he gave me the Donnie Darko movie and glorious bubblemint gum (a hint?!) lol and he even got me a shirt that says GOD IS AWESOME!! but that's not in yet. i hope it comes soon because i want to wear it so bad. thank you so much ryan. i love you.

thank you so much amber and alisa and ashley! you girls rock! i love my new shirt and i'k so wearing it on monday to school. i'm sure ryan will be happy about his new shirt as well. teehee. only three days of school left.

oh yeah.
and then its TURKEY DAY!

yummm. i had my birthday dinner of gloriousness. it was really good and i got some cool presents ( Read more... )

sometimes school can be way too much work. it stresses me out. i mean seriously?! WHO DOES THAT.

oh and that's right bitches.
my 18th is in 4 days.
BOOYAH.
i think all i want for my birthday is a corn muffin.