i hate bad days. and today was one of them. i just wish college would just finally come already because i'm tired of yelling. i'm tired of fighting. i guess i could just let it all go by and act like nothing happens. but that just wouldn't be me if i just let it all go by. i like to fight for what i think is right. i may not be right, but at ( Read more... )

i love being wierd.
i love girls when they think they can get pregnant from having sex with their clothes on.
i love corn muffins.
and i love swimming.
the end.

i can't believe it's already november. i can't wait till college. i havent updated in awhile. i got accepted to Ball State and Purdue University. I've decided to go to Ball State because their campus is really nice and everyone there seemed really fun. i can't wait! i also cant wait for my birthday! I'll finally be 18 yrs old. not like that ( Read more... )

im so glad i only have

3 days left until TEXAS!!

and then i will see all of my friends.
and then the real thing will hit me.
i go to college in less than a yr.

wow.
highschool is going by faster than i thought.

i can't wait. only one more week till i finally feel loved again. i miss having people i can count on. (MEGAN and BRIAN and CHRIS--i love you all) i wish i could stay longer than only 2 days! but 2 is better than nothing. tonite im going out with some girls (i know! girls?! whoa!) we are gonna see that one movie with puppets (the .. ( Read more... )

i know this song is old. but it finally means something to me. ryan-this is for you.
Blue October "Calling You" Theres something that i cant quite explain ( Read more... )

i have two C's. and for them i will get grounded off the computer for 6 weeks. how unfair is that. and it starts friday. so i will try to update whenever i can, because as everyone knows, im such a badass...(cough cough). GAH i dislike my parents. they dont even care that these are 2 AP classes. 2 AP COLLEGE classes. but megan introduced me ( Read more... )

it was monday, and nothing really happens here in indiana. EVER... me and ryan hang out alot and we have so much fun! all you guys in texas need to meet him. he is so cool. i started my piano again. well at least practicing. im 1st clarinet in 1st band here. haha. i laugh. and laugh. i got a sex talk on sat. morning (830 to be exact) and ( Read more... )

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does anyone want to go to the ocean with me. right now? cause i want to leave this place forever. and never come back. and i really like this Keane group. FUCK BEES <3 dane cook