today is me and ryan's one month. whoa... crazy... who'd thought id be in an awesome relationship? i'm so happy. why is god being nice all of a sudden tho? it's kinda scaring me.

i notice my entries keep getting shorter and shorter. that's...nice
that's nice...

and thanx to all of my friends. nice.

why am i even here? my parents dont care. i have no friends. and im really just sick of it all.

even though i will probley be getting grounded in less than 2 weeks, i have better news. instead of grounding me from ryan, i have to give up the computer. sacrifices must be made. BUT i think i may be able to convince them to just have me do the dishes for 6 fucking weeks. i'd rather do that than lose ryan or lose the computer. and i hate ( Read more... )

who ever knew things could change so suddenly.

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i got a 35/70 on my math test. this is such a great start to the year.

i was supposed to go to church this morning, but bitty decided to not wake up when i asked her (i actually went in there and told her to wake up) so now im at home instead of being in the holy room. oh well, there's always next week. and i'm sorry to the person i told i was gonna be there. I LEFT A MESSAGE?!!? grand, glorious...wonderfuk

i wonder what goes on in other people's heads. what can be the reason of why they do what they do? i dont...know...

got third out of 4 bands today at competition. things are looking...wonderfuk.

i love fridays. and i hate math.