Well here it is another update full of useless information. Tom why did you get me into this? Oh well, been feeling a little disconnected lately. Feeling like I need something more in my life. Wondering if this relationship is what I really want and or need right now. As the time draws nearer for me to leave the nest, the reality of being on my own ( Read more... )

And yes for those of you who have heard the George Lopez CD, that was a quote from him. Anyways, tonight was a good night. Been a few months since I hung out with Tom, and godammit if it wasn't like old times again, I don't know what was. Chico's rocked as always ( Read more... )

I wish I could make all this pain disappear. My heart cries in the night, echoless in the void of the nothingness. Praying for some sort of peace of mind to make all my dreams and wishes a reality. But to no avail, I have to comfort myself temporarily through the meaningless and otherwise redundant travities of life. Why does she keep coming back ( Read more... )

It's that magical time of year when everyone honors their father. The person without whom life would be impossible. I'm 22 years old and never once have I been able to share in this almost sickening holiday. I always sit and wonder where I'd be if my biological father had stuck around. Would I be a different person than the man you see before you? ( Read more... )

1. Who are you? Aaron Matthew Salinas ( Read more... )

Whats next for me to learn ( Read more... )

God wouldn't be up this late. Well maybe, I dunno anymore ( Read more... )

Yay, it's Memorial Day and the memories and services that the many great men and women of this country are lingering over our heads. Not too sure if I like feeling guilty about being free. Well then again I remember that 3/4 of my family has served in the military at one point or another, and the fact of their selfless servitude to our great ( Read more... )

It's 3:13 in the morning and here I am typing away at random thoughts. Wondering why I'm still up. But hey I guess thats what this livejournal thingy is all about right? I dunno anymore. >_Sometimes I sit and don't know what to type out, but then I remember that journals are supposed to be random thoughts transfered to paper or in this case cyber ( Read more... )

2:42 in the morning and I had to say goodbye to Niki Taylor. She was with me through the good times and the bad times, she smiled at me through the poster and gave me confidence for over 8 years. And now thanks to Milla ripping my poster to shreds I had to say goodbye. She will be missed. Funeral services will be held in: my trash can at 2:41 AM. ( Read more... )