i had another dream about him ( Read more... )

the bad thing about ancient buildings is the price of heating only to have a good majority slip out through the cracks. hardwood floors, gingerbread trim, and peeling paint do not make up for this though i love them so. harrumph ( Read more... )

cheese and rice what a crazy month ( Read more... )

it's finally hit me that in a month jake won't be part of my everyday life. after 6 years of each other this feels like a divorce. going through the house, separating our things, deciding what to carry on with and what to leave behind. leaving the cat even hurts ( Read more... )

so i did. i let go. time and schedules meant nothing. i completely gave myself over to the city and let it pull me in any direction with no direction or expectation. if twice wasn't enough, i've decided third time IS a charm and i WILL move there someday. i've never felt more at home in my life than in san francisco's pulsing heart beat ( Read more... )

we're going to california on monday. i'm looking forward to letting go ( Read more... )

question for the technologically informed:

what the fuck is this: Внутри каждого яблока находится огрызок

how the hell am i supposed to know what that says??? someone added me as a friend on here and their entire journal looks like that.

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the more i think about it, the less i want to move back to deleware. CLEARLY it is convenient and the easier option, but easier just means easier. that's it ( Read more... )

i just bothered to read a large portion of my journal when i first started it.
god that was painful.
what a blind, whiny bitch i was!!!
not that i'm so much better now, but i'm GLAD that part of my life is over.

they finally finished the root canal...4 months later. shit is for the birds. seriously. and i'm debating going to my mother's dentist even though my insurance is not covered by them. i trust her judgment, and my dental benefits are maxed out anyway ( Read more... )