i dont know anymore....

[burndownmydream]

so yea, seeing Maggie and Boan didnt help my mood, i was depressed all day, and for some reason i brought my razor to school (dont really know why though). but anywho, yea today wasnt that good of a day.  although listening to Taproot kinda helped me, it made me realize that "i am not a quiter"

here are the lyrics:
"I’m trying to scream but I can’t

Comments

[myfinaltrick]

*huggles tightly*

I wish you could be happy. =/

[burndownmydream]

i wish that too, but i dont think that will ever happen, cause ive noticed, i have NEVER been happy, except when im with friends, but that is ever so not often

[myfinaltrick]

=/ I'd hang out with you, but with your current situation ... yeah ... I don't know if that would be a good idea.

[burndownmydream]

the only way it'd affect my current situation is it'd make me happy casue im hanging out with someone, but i do konw what you mean

[hielofbullets]

You can't be worrying about "she got me something, i'd feel bad" or "i don't want to hurt her feelings." If you don't like her that way, you don't like her. If you stay with her when you don't want to be it'll only make things worse, she'll get more attached and it'll make things harder and you could end up stuck in a really unhealthy relationship. I've seen quite a few people be put through that and it's horrible for everyone and ruins any chance of a friendship afterwards.

Just try to be honest with her.

Hope things start going better. If there's any way i can help you out, let me know. You can IM me at shotgunxopera on aim.

[burndownmydream]

but i do like her like that, and, to my knowledge, she likes me like that too, but i dont know, my friends have a huge influence inwhich i take into consideration of my actions, and a bunch of them think that i rushed into the relationship too fast, and im begining to agree, but since i like her and know, or think i know, that she likes me, kinda keeps me from it...

[spankmyguitarx]

Well, i think you guys kinda rushed it. I mean you only knew each other for what, four days? So do what you feel is right for you..

[burndownmydream]

see thats the think, i dont know what is right, i dont know what to do, i need help, tara already put in her two cents, as did josh, and i still need help, i understand that its in my opinion, but i dont know anymore