with this rose...

[burndownmydream]

i dont know, i should be happy, im with a girl i really like, i am happy with her, but like ive been sooo depressed lately, i uno, things have but havent been goign my way, on the plus: i have a girl friend, and a couple other friends at my new school, but on the downi got kicked back a year of school because i didnt get all my credits, and the

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[myfinaltrick]

First of all, do you want me to help you spiff out your LJ? Make it all neat and junk?

Secondly, guidance counselors SUCK. I've had my fair share of problems with them, what with my cutting in 7th grade, and the issue of "oh I decided not to go to Bay Path" but the counselor at the middle school decided that she wasn't going to tell OHS, so I had to go through a bunch of registrative shit.

Thirdly, I know what you mean, about the whole depression/suicidal thoughts thing. But as long as you can fight it, everything will go swimmingly.

[burndownmydream]

so first off sure yo can

second off, guidance does suck

third off, swimmingly?!?1 i doubt it

[myfinaltrick]

Well, it won't remain so downcast forever. Just think, when you have control of your life, things will change. Right now you don't have control of your life at all, but think about it, when you do? Imagine what will happen then.

[burndownmydream]

but what if its for the worst, taht i screw up, and ruin everyhign for me (and my family if i have one), what owuld i do them? how would i redeem myself, what i have now will probally be the best years of my life (As they say) and these years arent even good. my friends say they will stay with me, but will they, i need my friends, i need the support of them, especcially since i feel my life is in there honour.