yeah nobody reads this and i haven't updated in forever. i've been stuck inside for a month, only seeing my family and girlfriend, no work, and had to drop out of my semester at school because of being sick ]; sucks. i feel alone tonight. shaunna is out with her friends and of course im here at home. im getting better, i just hope the mono is ( Read more... )

i have no idea why im up, but i don't want to be. i feel like complete shit and really alone. yeah, i just got finished watching simon birch and hanging out my window to smoke a cigarette. that movie is really sad . its awesomeee outside, so quiet and raining. i really dont even want to wake up or leave my house tommorow, well most days. haha. but ( Read more... )

this past weekend was fun. going to purchase and ending up in nj on the way home. haha. theen friday was some itallian festival in the city. we drank while we were there and it was pretty fun. and and saturday we went to montaulk for junes party. blaah. i don't feel like typing all the stories involved in those. ha. i suck. buut yeah im sitting ( Read more... )

last night was insane. somehow we ended up in new jersey, a place i swore i'd never go again. and i'm glad it was only for a little. pete almost got us killed/accident, that was funny. well it wouldn't have been if it happened heh. i haven't updated in forever. hm school is getting hard and i suck. well besides school, there is a lot of stuff going ( Read more... )

i made friends with a strange semi-retarded guy today. he's cool and it's always awesome to meet new people. i decided to come home from my break and i was dead tired and tried to sleep but i ended up only getting a half hour of sleep. which bring my total to 2 and a half hours. and i just got home from english class, and now i have work in half ( Read more... )

everytime i listen to shoulder to the wheel by saves the day i think of the drive to montreal ]; and smile but get sad. haha yeah anyways. i fucked up in making my schedule and on wednesdays i have a class at 8 and then the next one at 2. HORRIBLE. i have to wake up at 6 and then i get home at 4, and have work at 5. i only get like 2 hours of sleep ( Read more... )

i have work tonight until 8. and then i might just not go out and do all the fucking homework i have. grr. or i'll just go out and stay up all night when i come home and do it. i only had one class of math and i really can't even do it, i'm horrible at it. that is going to be bad. and yeah for english i have to write a looong autobiography. i hate ( Read more... )

whoever called me and didn't talk, just played ashlee simpson songs to me, i'd like to know. thanks..

i hate ordering boys youth large shirts and getting girls youth mediums sent to me. wtf. these shirts look so ridiculous. fuck. buut yeah today was my first day of class. i got there like an hour and a half early so i can park and just relax. i hate dealing with finding a spot and so much traffic, so even though i had to get up at 530, it was an ( Read more... )

i can't believe it's coming to an end. this summer, i don't know how to describe it. i've experienced a decent amount of things. i guess you can say i've 'grown' a little. i haven't done everything i've wanted to though and i've missed out on some opportunities but i've tried more than usual. i'm scared to go to college. there are just so many ( Read more... )