Of course I exaggerate, I don't think I've lived so long to begin life anew so many times. I find myself somewhat humbled of late though. Both by the lack of interest many people carry for this internet platform and by recent turn of event. A continual renewal of entries by a select few people on the friends list causes me to wonder as to where ( Read more... )

Today I woke up 2 minutes early. Just enough time to realize that I should turn off that damn annoying alarm before it...AHHHH. Goddamn alarm. So began this day seemingly reminiscent of an old life. Its like waking up to find an old friend waiting to give you presents, cept with no friend or presents. Good none the less. My shower wasn't ( Read more... )

Pounding unsteady steps as I move through the night. I shouldn't be running now. I'm so weak. Pain strikes my ankle as the pain in my knee seems to subside. All I seem to know is this seething and utter rage. Unrequiting and raw. Angry unlike any other moment in my life. I continue as the pain moves up my body into my side and my shoulder. All I'm ( Read more... )

I am the epitome of arrogance...

So you're content ( Read more... )

So I'm back at school and I have a house. Its a nice house actually and not one of those sketchy college houses you always see. We have no internet in our actual house yet so I'm just stealing from the neighbor's wireless. Today's our first game so I'm excited for football. I'm tired. Limited sleep the last couple days. Last night was a bad sleep ( Read more... )

Everything you think you know about me...forget it.

This kind of comes from a long stream of deep meditations about people. Just the fact that people want to know about you but they don't really want to know you. Maybe its just me. I don't know if I exactly want to know me but sometimes I think I'm the only one who does. I guess I don't tell ( Read more... )

So I guess I need to update ( Read more... )

I'm so angry at myself...

And see this is why I'm no good for anyone. Because I talk. I say anything it eventually gets me in trouble. I back myself into a corner. I'm just stupid and immature. Fucking can't explain anything. Fuck it. Fuck it all. I'm going to fucking be angry at myself ( Read more... )