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A look into the past possibility of the future
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Such strange eyes you have
"Oh my god I love your contacts! Where did you get them ( Read more... ) -
Seeing you again
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This "gift" is a curse
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My eye
So, over the past year and a half I have dealt with some rather serious eye problems. My body was never meant to handle the stress of pregnancy. As a result of having Allysin I lost my vision. I would not trade her for anything, not even my sight. Anyways, we fixed the right eye quite easily with a simple in office surgery with cryo freezing and ( Read more... ) -
I need help
Things in my house became very intense a few days ago. Basically it came down to this. Tim wanted to have a family discussion. I did not. He said things for me, in the wrong way. But I refused to get involved. Instead I made a post on Facebook describing how Tim made me feel. Well his parents saw it. And rather then come talk to me calmly about it ( Read more... ) -
Fuck your pity, I'll come out on top, you'll see.
Dear World,
Fuck you. Fuck your shit and your twists and your turns. I'm still going to come out on top of this life, just you wait and see. Fuck your shit of getting my hopes up just to bring them crashing down. Fuck your rules telling me I'm a failure. I will not put my life on hold for anyone anymore except my daughter. Fuck your dreams and your ( Read more... ) -
Let's cheers to this
yI've got my GED now, Im enrolled for my core classes starting in 8 days. My vision will finally be fixed in 4 days. And I can finally go back to work in a week when my car has new tags and I get my new Ohio lisence.
But it still isn't enough. My mom was just here for a visit. We were able to get professional photos done for the occasion. Other ( Read more... ) -
I just don't know right now
Dear Sasha,
Lately I have been over tired, Im sleeping later and deeper then usual. Im sure it's my depression kicking in again. I upped my meds but it's not helping much at all. I don't feel like crying. But I know I'm depressed about this move still. I'm trying to make the best of it. I don't know. It seems like Allysin is the only thing that ( Read more... )