How do you tell someone that she's losing her memory to the point where it's almost becoming a problem in her everyday life? How do you tell her that it's not okay that she breaks her dishwasher every week because she consistently forgets how to fill it with soap? How do you mention that she has the attention span of a four-year-old and should ( Read more... )

Since I obviously have no scruples about coming off as completely pathetic in my LiveJournal, here goes: an inordinately large part of me was actually hoping the Mayans were right. The things that go on in this world, including the things I do, really make me feel sick a lot of the time ( Read more... )

Every morning I wake up thinking, "Maybe today he'll contact me, maybe today he'll decide he still wants me to be a part of his life."

And every night I inevitably go to bed thinking, "Maybe tomorrow."

I think I've reverted to my high school self: side part, fighting acne, still posting to LiveJournal, stressed about school, heartbroken, miserable, angry, and faithless ( Read more... )

I don't feel like I've done the right thing. I don't feel like I've finally made the virtuous, good-Christian decision. I feel like shit ( Read more... )

I'm absolutely sick of there being ants in my bed. Fucking. Ants. The cherry on top of a fantastic week.

I feel like a little slice of Hell.

I know it sounds like a load of crap. I don't expect it not to.

I believe with all my heart that we are hard-wired to know when we have met our soul mate.

Mine is gone.

Yesterday, I managed to throw away every last vestige of hope that I've ever had for potential happiness. Life goes on, I'm still here, and at least now I have a clear conscience.

Eat your heart out, Karen Carpenter.

This weekend has been beautiful, with many errands accomplished, date night with Dad, and a Regina Spektor concert in Milwaukee with Mom and Richard. I realized it's been a while since I updated, which is sad, but anyway I'm pretty sure no one in the world uses LiveJournal anymore... so what's the difference ( Read more... )