fuck my life

why must it be so fucking cold

i read a book today. i havn't even thought about reading since i was in like 9th grade. it was actually relaxing though. i wanna go back to school. not hicksville though.. i'd eat dog food before i'd go there ( Read more... )

i hate this town. i want to get the fuck out of here. i'm so sick. fuck. fuck. fuck.

i lied, i'm no drug addict

i'm a drug addict.

nothing i say comes out as planned. my emotions are completely scrambled. i laugh when i'm mad, i cry when i'm happy. i wish i could take the emotion out of my life because i don't know anyone worth giving it to anymore.

my birthday was horrible yet i was happy the entire time. i make no sense to myself let alone anyone else. its normal to want to do eveything over i suppose. afterwards it's easier to analyze everything. to look back and think of what was good and even easier to think of what was bad. life is tricky or even the people in it. i say it's all ( Read more... )

What time is it right now? 645pm ( Read more... )

yeah i just woke up, i have work at 4. im not in the mood to do anything. i shouldn't of went out last night but you know i don't think before i do shit ( Read more... )