im going to Louisiana on Monday. I'm kinda excited. Right before i leave i have to go to probabtion and my mom has to sign papers so i can leave the state, how fucking stupid is that ( Read more... )

i wanted to write something but now i can't fucking remember. i should quit smoking, my memomry fucking sucks. i can remember things that happened a while a go perfectly but if you asked me what happened yesterday i couldn't tell you..i would have to like pause and think about it. shit sucks, yet i just blazed. i always end up doing the opposite ( Read more... )

Layer.one ( Read more... )

i just got back from stephs. we blazed with Justin and then drank a little at her house and played cards and scrabble because we're cool like that. she wasn't feeling good so my moms came and picked me up. i just ate and now im just sitting around being mad bored. i want to go to the beach tomorrow. i'll walk to the bus stop at like 11 or ( Read more... )

i neeed a job, i can't sit around this fucking house all summer. everyone is so fucking miserable here. it drives me insane. nothing ever changes. i don't know i hate the fucking rain.

it's 9:32 and i just woke up. thats pretty early for me..i'm only gonna end up going back to bed though. it's a shitty day and it's probably just gonna rain. its fucking freezing in my house because the central air is on. i think they should shut it off because it's not hot out. yeah im staying in bed unless the sun comes out.

i just fixed my computer. i was convinced the keyboard was broken and i swear i checked the plug in the back but yeah it was the plug because i just checked it again and now it works, or maybe its because i turned it off for like 3 days, maybe it just needed a rest. not that it really matters. now i have to get my play station working again and i' ( Read more... )

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME ( Read more... )

life really amazes me. it's so fucking weird. if you really think about it we are just fucking floating in space. i don't get why everything has to be so serious and complicated. my family has gone crazy, i've been crazy. things just keep getting fucking better. i wish i wasn't such a miserable person. i wish that something good was guarenteed ( Read more... )

i got the letter and i wrote back and im expecting another one which most likely will be here tomorrow since i sent mine a few days a go. it wasn't bad at all. it was actually really good. it gave me a reason to be really happy. i was panicing over nothing. its just hard i guess.