welp....i dont think much people read live journal anymore, but im still gone to post every now and then. i just had a baby on st. patty's day. it ended up being a boy. the unbilical cord was wrapped around his leg on the ultrasound and so it covered where it would show he was a boy. oh well... now that she ended up being a he we named him ( Read more... )

i finally am able to fit my maternity clothes. i also found out a week before thanksgiveing that im haveing a girl:) Her name is Alia Valentine Gordon. some people might think valentine is kind of a goofy name but the name comes from a character in one of mike's favorite books and is also his mother's birthday so that seems like reason enough to ( Read more... )

well things have been busy. i am now a little over 3 months pregnant and cant fit my clothes..so for the most part i have been wearing baggy t shirts and jeans. i did go the mall a week ot two ago because i lost most of my clothes in new orleans. i of coARSE have got some maternity clothes and some regular shirts which are loose at the stomach and ( Read more... )

welp i now live in new orleans and i am about 7 weeks pregnant! yay! we thought from our first visit to the doctor it might have been twins, but it turned out that i was just more pregnant than i thought i was.

ok well the plans have changed. mike and i are going to be moving. the destination is probably gone to be somewhere in north carolina. we are thinking the coast.in othr news....i found a on prescription anitdepressant online i figured i would try it out.

ok well i think i have finally calmed down for the day. i got so so so mad earlier i was shaking. anyway, i am finally gone to satrt being more productive and clean the downstairs for starters, and then try to try to contibute to make the place look a little bit nicer like maybe buy a new piece of furniture or get paint to cover that ugly blue, i ( Read more... )

just keeping track....lower body workouts yesterday....i feel like i should be workng harder sometimes...

love: feeling free .....wanted, needed, happy....things that should be felt. i wish i could feel love every single day so every day is good day. why is that such a hard thing to do? why cant i except that someone loves me. why must i pick myself apart every day and never be able to find anything exceptional?

ok i had a good day today i started a kewl new series of books the incarnations of immorality and i started waching from the first epeisode ...which was downloaded, i dont have cable, desperate housewives. ide say i got a good laugh out of that. if anybody likes sex and the city they would like this show.and to keep trck of my workouts i did core ( Read more... )

ok i feel bad for getting angry on the livejournal....i know he will never read this which is fine by me, but im sorry i bitched about things. i just saw one of my recent entries and i disapointed myself...that was very negative of me.