Don't you hate it when you get the worst news of your life. Well i know what that feels like to a tee. Now. I just got the worst news in the world. My best friend is being deployed over to Afghanistan, Its damn near killing me. I am so scared. I dont want to lose him. He has been on of the best people i know. he has been there for me for the past 3 ( Read more... )

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Have you ever felt alone? Felt like you have no where else to go? Where you cant talk to anyone cuz you will feel judged and hated for what has happened to you? That you are so fucked up that you cant have any one love you? That you wish you had some one just one person to talk to about everything eating away at you? Some one you can trust to love ( Read more... )

So i thought i would add another entry. I said i would type here everyday but that has not been happeneing soooorrrrryyyy ( Read more... )

So i know have i not posted everyday like i said i would but hey ppl forget some times. I am sitting at home looking out the window and man is it freaking cold. But another update. I go in for blood work on tuseday. It sucks cuz they still cant find out whats wrong with my knee. and it sucks. I am worried. Because they are testing for things i ( Read more... )

Well, I have not posted in a long while so i decided maybe it should be a good time to just update everyone on my life.  Well What is there to post about. I have a 6 month old puppy who is a pain in my ass, but i love her just the same. She is a ball of fun. She is so hyper and energitc all the time.  But thats her. I have a loving boyfriend that ( Read more... )

The Distance less traveled is a road of shattered dreams
The pain and sorrows left behind are backward flowing streams
You go through life imagining all the things you want
But before you understand them all they'll do is haunt
I been alive for 20 years I watched them come and go
And here I sit again my friend not having any to hold
So take my word I ( Read more... )