So the last time I posted was in October, which is insane. On a basic level not much has changed, but if i dig deep lots of stuff has been going on. Its hard to know where to begin but I guess I'll just start with school developments and go from there. Over Christmas break I sat down with my mom and talked about "the fifth year" and it was ( Read more... )

I miss getting excited about things. i don't know what it is but lately i just don't feel up to things. I mean i've been going out lately but i never really get very excited about it. I went to Bhangra and even got all dressed up for it, but didn't get excited about it until i was there. Same thing with six flags. I mean love six flags but ( Read more... )

three days into the fifth week of the third year everything turns on its side, the scattered pieces seem still to fit the wayward plan, hope remains

Why is it that college boys have to be drunk to express any form of feelings? or have to wait till someone else has made a move first? like seriously...WTF!

i slept through class today...ive have never slept through a class before and im kind of freaking out about it. chem discussion = quiz; missed quiz = bad grade. i cant afford to lose stupid points like these this early on in the semester. i just cant believe i didnt get up, i mean every morning is a struggle cause its so damn early but i never ( Read more... )

Again today, we take into our hearts and minds those who perished on this site [six years] ago, and also those who came to toil in the rubble to bring order out of chaos, to help us make sense of our despair

9/11/01 - We will never forget

Line of the night:
I could kiss you all night...

He was so close to making it the whole night without dropping at line, sad really.

so the placement test has been taken, but go figure i didn't place into calc just precalc which throws off the entire schedule, making it kind of impossible to graduate in about 5 years. fantastic. oh and to make matters worse the only chem labs open are ones that conflict with my "current" schedule. as if i should have expected anything better ( Read more... )

i know i never update and this is totally out of context and character but i am going to scream if i dont somehow manage to get this out ( Read more... )

this stress is killing me...i can't wait till summer. even though i am still going to be taking classes i can't wait for the relief. between the cold weather, the ever present large amounts of school work, and all this stupid apo crap i am exhausted. i think i have taken on too much. every time i look at this forensics major, i just want to ( Read more... )