I would drop everything for him.

And I mean it.

Have you ever stopped, looked around, and just asked yourself why?

Why do I love him?
Why can't I find the motivation to do my homework?
Better yet, why am I skipping all my classes today?
Why am I trying so hard on something that may or may not work?

Jeeze, life.
Fuck you too.

How did Jarrod win my heart?
I can't figure it out.
Now I see, though, that I was blinded.
He doesn't seem to be going anywhere with his life.
Heh, I know how to pick em I guess.
Though I will admit, he did teach me a lot about life.
Good and bad things, I suppose.
But anyway, next time around, I'm gonna get it right.
:)

I would give anything to go back to the beginning of this summer...

I just realized that I didn't start really living until this summer. I've always been stuck in such a negative, worriesome mindset and a shitty relationship. Until now. I'm getting out and doing things. I'm having a good time with my friends. I'm not worrying about much of anything except for things that need my immediate attention. Best of all, I' ( Read more... )

Jarrod broke up with me a week ago.

Gooo figure.

Now onto the bad decision making!

Oh wait, that started not even 24 hours after the breakup.

Woohoo.

This summer was definitely one to remember ( Read more... )

I am so incredibly irritated right now, and I really don't have a reason to be.
However, that doesn't change the fact that I'm ready to punch someone in the fucking face.
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I hate boys.

It's never easy.

I'm trying too hard to fight this.