ok.. I completely decided it's new journal time. I hate posting myspace blogs cause everyone on my friends list can read them and I don't want them too cause I can't go into detail. so I'm gonna make a completely new lj name, and start over. and have brandon show me how to make it so only certain people can see certain entries.. cause that's neat. ( Read more... )

I fucking hate feeling like this.
And there's not a damn thing anyone can do to help.

so I update. Um.. the last couple of days have been good. Yesterday I spent the whole entire day basically with Conley. I don't remember a lot of what we did.. but I remember it was lots of fun. We attempted to watch The Machinist, but it kept skipping. So then we rented Dead Meat which turned out to be this incredibly cheesy horrible zombie movie ( Read more... )

fuckers were in my shit again..

get a fucking life, seriously.
you must be pretty damn boring.

Ever have a lot on your mind? So much that you don't know what to do with it all. And you can't sleep because of it, and you have nowhere to go and no one to talk to. So you have to sit around all by yourself and that means, of course, that there's no way you're gonna stop thinking about it. And that just makes it worse ( Read more... )

so this is just a little update cause I'm bored and it's way too hot to sleep.

my current thoughts1. I hate scene girls. they all look the same, they all act the same. fake ass sluts ( Read more... )

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Conley loves me and not you.
That's right bitches. :-)

I'm so sick of bullshit. First off.. I don't give a fuck about whoever is leaving the stupid ass comments in my journal. I could care less what you think of me or mine and Conley's relationship. You're probably just pissed cause he doesn't want your skank ass. As for trying to say you're "rachel," nice try but she's smart enough to spell her ( Read more... )

I love my Conley. <3