My thoughts are killing me ( Read more... )

I'm taking it slow with this beacuse I want it to be exactly how I want it, I want it to be just what I had thought of. It's gonna be called 'To Touch the Skin'. Don't think you know what the title means, it'll be explained in the end ( Read more... )

All this time I was thinking that I owuld see you once again. Guess I should have remembered the fact that I was crying without a word from you. Must be because of the life you lead, you gotta be caught in something you can't escape. I'm only kidding myself into to thinking that you could care that I'm still here, and on my knees ( Read more... )

I just had my little sister pierce my ear, and the needle is still in my ear, and the ear ring is bigger than the needle, ha ha ha ha, I like it, the pain is nice.

I can't take this anymore. Her mind keeps changing all the time. I'm not sure if she loves me, or if she doesn't. And if she does, how much does she really love me? It all keeps changing. She said she missed me, but I doubt it. If she missed me that would be a miracle. Her missing me is a dream I wish I could make real. But my dreams are none ( Read more... )

I could rant on for hours the anger I feel. I dunno what to believe from her. She says she doesn't love me anymore, and she's fallen out of love iwth me. Next minute it's she's falling out of love with me, but she's still in love with me just a little. I feel like my heart is attatched to a piece of barbed wire, and it's being draged around through ( Read more... )

Have you ever loved somebody so much that just the love you felt for them made all the bad things seem like nothing? Ever care so much you'd give up all your convictions and go against them for this person? I have. But I should have realised it wasn't worth it in the beginning. Love isn't at all what I thought it was. Love is a joke, a lie we tell ( Read more... )

I can't remember the last tiem I seemed to be this happy. I don't think I have ever been able to be this happy ( Read more... )

My girlfriend is Ashlynn, and our best friend is Aimee. Aimee was dating William, who is a little not right in the head. He used to beat the crap out of Ashlynn, and degrate her all the time. Ashlynn never told Aimee cause William made Aimee happy and she didn't want to ruin that, and she was afraid of what William would do to her if she did tell ( Read more... )

My new Journal, as_time_dies is for poems and my writting.