its taken me close to 25 years to accept that Im a hopeless romantic
now im very comfortable with that

ya i made a good choice ( Read more... )

this is really hard
the hardest thing ive done in a long long while
god i miss him
i havent even left yet
he tells me now he loves me

i wanted this
i knew it would be hard to move
and i wanted to challenge myself
and im doing it

im so excited
im moving to new york in 7 hours
but i might never see him again

i would do anything. for this job
there is no job or nothing else i want more right now
it is the opportunity of a lifetime
i have people on my side
 people making calls for me
i already staged.. now an interview
oh job i hope i get it

how do i not feel crushed if i dont

really?
he broke my heart 4 years ago.. and now a booty call

but the worst is that i might be interested

damn

New York was amazing ( Read more... )

i am ... exhausted, stressed out, panicked... and everypart of my body hurts ( Read more... )

I like it when I can still smell his deodorant on my skin, Im gonna miss that ( Read more... )

left my house at 12 yesterday, a bit hungover for brunch, bloody marys, shots of tequila and some beers later, i embark to bernal heights for the first time ever, misson pie on the way there... yummm pie ( Read more... )

today was my first day back at my old job (the one that laid me off ( Read more... )