I am not the first to wonder what it all means. I am not really the first to do anything that I have done. My mother is drunk tonight. Odd... she doesn't have a high tolerance at all. Sometimes I wonder if I'm any good. I wonder why I'm so happy and I come to the conclusion that it is because I don't do right that I don't suffer. I do not know what ( Read more... )

everyone sing the update song with me!!!!!!

riiiight... back to the world of sane. I can't talk. The world must be ending. I know! I'll hide under my desk like we do with atomic bombs!!!

and now, I shall complain. My throat hurts like a bitch.

I dunno what is SOOOO great about lj. I want to kill it.

I love chocolate icecream today.

from an online thing that sarah found... I wondered where people get those

Madeleine:
The sensation of suddenly feeling that your entire life is a plot device.

Little brother helped me find my snapping turtle. I was happy. In all of the time he was missing, he did not manage to cost me a digit. Everything went right last night. I found my pacifist turtle, I talked to my dad about some important things, and I took a walk. I do say "took" because the company was good :) and I seem to actually have gained ( Read more... )

Guess What!!! My e-mail is working again. It is a beautiful thing. Hold on while I open the window. Today is great! So fresh and it smells like spring. It just makes me want to smile and pause the world to just take a deep breath. The birds are talking, all of the little animals have gone back to work. The bees have laid claim to their flower ( Read more... )

what an odd feeling. It's like thinking is walking through mud all the way up to my waist. I'm getting nowhere but frusterated. That isn't a place. I know that! Just leave me alone!

If I could I would:
Have a garden (with a bonsai tree)
Spend more time with my cat
Drink more water and exercise a little
Learn how to dance and how to cook
Tell that guy that I love him, even though he will hate me for it.
Get more sleep.
Have more time for art.
Let the rainforests grow back.
Stop watching the rain from inside.
Wow. I can see ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. What now?