ok, for anyone who wants to continue being one of my friends on lj. please add this name to your friends list ( Read more... )

Why is it that always when I'm this busy that I feel like I get the most trials in patience and anger management? I'm so bloody irritated right now it's stupid and it's with a couple of different people. I know it's not all other people. I know that it's also me, but motherfucker! I feel like I can't do or say anything right. I feel like everything ( Read more... )

Everything feels terrible right now except for a few things 1# Heather, 2# My bed, 3# my dad, and 4# my friends. Other than those things I feel totally at a loss. I've been working about 60-70 hours a week between two jobs. I haven't been able to see Heather much at all, and when I do I usually have to work at like 8 or 9am the next day. Also I'm ( Read more... )

sometimes I have this fear of talking about things that are bugging me. this fear of being honest about my feelings. It usually stems from a fear of not being heard or being told that my feelings are inappropriate. This usually happens when there's something going on for me that is really important and needs to be talked about it. I have this knee ( Read more... )

I have worked a total of 27 hours in the last two days. someone please punch me in the mouth for doing this to myself. on the other hand 17 of those hours are at $18 an hour.........thats $306 before taxes.....coupled with the 8 hours I worked monday and the 8 I'll work tomorrow that's.......$594..........someone should still punch me in the mouth ( Read more... )

This is the first time I've been home in a while...like 4 days, and I never thought I would say this, especially with how things have been on the home front lately., but it's good to be home. I got to do some laundry(including my horribly weird smelling sweatshirt). I ate some dinner with dad. Which was a surprisingly painless experience. and went ( Read more... )

1) My allergies have sucked the last few days, but I've been sleeping really well. heather has been home since sunday; it's been weird being alone so much. I never realize how little time I get to spend alone these days, and As much as I miss her alot, and I do miss her alot alot, it's been really good to hangout by myself. I had two days off from ( Read more... )

I got about 3 and a half hours of sleep last night. I fell asleep at about 4:30am, but then woke up permanently at like 8am. That was balls, but the reasons behind it are kind of funny. I'm no longer used to sleeping alone. HK and I couldn't remember the last time we slept separately as of yesterday ( Read more... )

It's my motherfucking Birthday! I am now officially an old man! where's my fucking applesauce?

I'm so fucking tired right now. Heather is in the shower, and I'm killing time on her computer. all I want is this semester to be over so I can wake up in the morning and go I don't have shit to do today. but that's still a ways away. This week has been really trying my patience, but it's almost over and tomorrow is going to have some fun in it. I ( Read more... )