alright, better mood from my horrible SAT scores (math 610, critical reading 650, writing... low... total: 1260 old 1840 new. terrible. i know). but i've gotten over it, now i'm just pissed i have to take it again. blah ( Read more... )

just got my SAT scores back...
needless to say, i hate them miserably...

went up on the math (a lot)
went down on the critical reading (a lot)
and my essay just sucked.

bad mood. going to sleep.

FIVE DAYS TILL VEGAS!!! EEEEEEEE! (can ya tell i'm happy?? haha ( Read more... )

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blah. you all suck for being too busy to come get food with me. damn you and your lives! haha. i've still been good about my whole 'no-meat' thing, surprisingly. i dont know why i decided no more chicken, since thats the only meat i've had for the past few months anyway ( Read more... )

i boughts me an emo hoodie! yay ( Read more... )

'so if you made it
just be glad that you did and stay there
if you ever feel loved or needed
remember that you're one of the lucky ones
and if it's over
just remember what i told you
it was bound to happen so just
keep moving on,
there's no perfect endings...'

ahhh so emo! its been an odd weekend.
i <3 the yankees. yay for opening day ( Read more... )

funny how random things kill my mood. i've been smiling for the past 2 hours at dinner with my parents and grandma and her boyfriend, and it made me so exhausted that i dont think i CAN be happy right now. i'm so frustrated with myself. for the millionth time i fucked things up. i did exactly what i said i wouldn't, even though i knew it would ( Read more... )

i rock at fucking things up.

random thoughts at 3:25am ( Read more... )