Your apologetic guilt, something of which such a situation was not even worthy, immediately paved way for some trust and affection. The click of communication in conversation, the fall together of pieces in between our two separate bodies: comfort and comprehension. Maybe it is true, and we have met on several previous occasions, but without memory ( Read more... )

Sometimes the most miniscule things that would, in a world that lived by simple, constant formulaic stereotypes, normally bother you, can somehow make you feel a little better. Or perhaps when these things are accompanied by ridiculously soothing music and optimism as an effect of desperate motivation to hold onto some conrol and sanity, they cheer ( Read more... )

SOOOoo I'm at Masha's. This will most definitely be a ditzy short update entry.I have writing on my back like 'sluts lick all' and 'sorry addy' and 'punk'd'and all this shit.BSC shitfaces wrote all over me in permanent marker,and apparently I had some crazy russian headpiece on my ( Read more... )

It rained today ( Read more... )

Everything happens for a reason??

Her identity, autonomy so vulnerable and shakable ( Read more... )

And she swore she'd never do those things. But here she is now, lacking the tiniest morsel of food in her feeble,unmotivated body. Passing lights of a desperate night glow in the shiny glaze worn by her eyes. Headphones on, emotions are amplified by eight dollar white wine, mouth of the bottle lodged in her sickly throat. The sight of pain is ( Read more... )

You know, it would really be nice if I could believe I had any talent to express certain feelings , any feelings,, in some shape or form, but instead, I at least have the privilege to indulge in others' expression of ones that are ridiculously similar. Whether they're any good or not, at least they're getting it all out. Lucky fucks. Realize how ( Read more... )

I'm so tired. I'm so tired and I'm SO TIRED of EVERYTHING. I just need to fucking scream at the top of my lungs until I am completely incapable of ever again inhaling-- I am in such a bad mood it's ridiculous. I can't believe the way things just keep getting more unbelievable and I have to pack up my house and see all the things I don't want to see ( Read more... )

And that's the last time we will ever speak, probably ( Read more... )