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i havent updated in a while.

well, derek goes out with my best friend. What a great friend
i got my braces off :-x but i have to get em back on after i have surgery
justin phee asked me to promm!!<33
and jamie got suspended because of me again

..its a beautiful day in the neighborhood

I thought you'd come back at least i prayed
the romance has been dead for years
but i've been too afraid to dig the grave
relief support never came
memories carry me through the day
of when we were kids
and angels came to watch us play
close my eyes just for tonight
the sun still sleeps and when she wakes
a movie that plays in my mind
remembring you helps me ( Read more... )

you always amazed me
but thats the past
i kept silent and it rained for days
my inside were drenched
but i guess that's the part of growing up
i never wanted to learn
and i grew into the man
that you never knew
but i wouldn't be this way
if it wasn't for you
100 thank you's
it this is love
fairy tales never came true
judies are black in full bloom
and i died in ( Read more... )

Im sitting in school today and i do not really want to be here. After school i have track and i dont think im staying until 530 fuck that haha anyway like i was sayign im in school in mr contes class but hes out cause his wife popped out her baby thank god so im sitting here with this creepy sub whos like a lesbien i swear ha welp anyway this ( Read more... )

Have you ever looked someone in the eyes, and paused for a second, and wondered ( Read more... )

New update (shocking i know ♥)

• derek and I broke up a while ago -- like 3 weeks have passed
• blake howard and i are converstating on the telephone right now
• crystal almost has a life, im excited to the fullest.
• last night dan graves rave thing was exciting
• margo was amazing as predicted

current clothing: pjs (sexy, I KNOW)
current mood: very happy
current taste: dr pepper
current hair: up + ugly
current annoyance: that derek went to bed at 9!
current smell: cucumber melon
current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping
current jewelry: ring with hearts on it <3 ( Read more... )

ten things about you:01. i like hollister and bury your dead ( Read more... )