I have to read this book for English... I hate it with a passion. However, I have stumbled upon some good philosophical lines that I really like ( Read more... )

2 weeks until X-mas with Ryan and then Boston!!!! It has been forever since my last post- not like is really use this journal anyway- but it has also been forever since i have actually had time to think. If you haven't listened to The Fray, Aqualung, or James Blunt, you need to. Another blub, a short one though... the song "You're beautiful" ( Read more... )

So I'm reading this book called "East of Eden" by Steinback, and i come across this awesome image. "I went down and down, until the wig tips of angels brushed my eyes.". Random entry, I know...

It's here...College Application time! eeek...this is what it all boils down to! SO overwhelming, well here is my final list of colleges that I'm applying to, lets just cross our fingers and pray ( Read more... )

What to do? Seriously, these are going t be the most stressful months of my entire freaking life! Applying to colleges, standardized testing, work 24+ hours a week, tennis almost everyday, a tough load at skool, running 3 clubs, a butt-load of extracirriculars, a long-distance relationship, trying to spend time with friends, no court, and having ( Read more... )

wow...I haven't written for a long time. to sum it up....my life has been awesome over these past few weeks. Here are some quotes that I found quite interesante...mostly from Camus's "The Stranger". I just finished the book and some lines stood out to me...quite a depressing book if you ask me ( Read more... )

wow... these last few days have been insanely intense...they have been so crazy and completely life-altering. Thank god I have awesome friends and the most loving bf to get me through it all ( I love you all!). I hope that everybody else has come out of this week intact... I am still pushing through the darkness, but i can certainly feel the ( Read more... )

This day has probably been one of the worst days ever :( and it seems as though my future months will not be so bright...Aarg! What have I gotten myself into? I really can't handle all of this shit anymore, why can't i just get a tiny break or some time to not worry? What is it all for anyway? Who knows, but i just wanna close my eyes and try to ( Read more... )

I have the best bf in the world!!! seriously... I mean he's: hillarious, outgoing, kind, compassionate, empathetic (and symathetic when he can't be empathetic), understanding, as selfless as a human can possibely be, courageous in the face of adversity, honest, so emotionally strong, daring, soo cute, sensitive, aware of his self and others, ( Read more... )

What a day...on about 3 hours of sleep, no shower, a few stupid mistakes and $200 later, i can finally get some rest. Thanks Court, I don't know what I'd do w/o you. Rock on Patricio and Katherine! Thank you for adopting me Kristen. Thanks for being everybody's loving mother M-gana. And thanks Ryan for being alive :). Now...to get some ( Read more... )