I just remembered I had one of these. Laundry is boring someone come amuse me

HAHAAHAH I was reading back in this thing. Holy fuck im negative..
So much that its funny to me. It is good to see when I did certain thing though.
besides that its all funny. Just though I would share.

down.... down..... down......
until you hear the click and then bang !!!!!!
hahahahhahahah silence and thats the way it ends.
How fucking funny? but what else is there?

DOnt make plans. They wint happen.
SO An hour and a half from my sisterI havent seen in years. /she at the last minute cant come see me. Besides that Atlanta was fun. I dont think me moving to NYC is happening. I gotta figure out where im going to go or stay. I gotta figure ahit out I though NYC would be the spot but oh well.

SO me moving to NYc got posponed for about 10 more days or so. I was bummed but it will happen.I just wanted to be in NYC. I wanted to ride back with Bateman I love those kids. But the place I was supposed to stay got their living situation fucked up ( Read more... )

descisions descisions............

lots of those to make. Im not sure what to do I always seems to make bad choices.
But I guess I have nothing to lose and shit is going to turn out bad anyway so it doesnt matter.

I'm sorry...............

thats all you can say........

YOu cant change people no matter what. No matter how hard you try or special you think you are. No matter what they tell you or how awesome they made you feel. people are out for number 1. Life is weak

fuck a bunch of life

I'm not sure why but I made this thing again.
I realized I have a severe inferiority complex. Thats why I do all the things I do and it wont ever go away no matter what. I ruin other peoples lives because of it. So I might be kind enough to do everyone a favor. Im not making anyones lives easier thats for sure